I have been cranky for weeks, and I realize again I have overworked myself with business. There is still no joy, no beauty; only distraction, frustration, agitation and exhaustion. People annoy me and little things anger me. I’m ungrateful and just plain grumpy. I took the day off to rest, love god, seek beauty and slow down. I’m not there yet, joy is not restored but I do feel more relaxed and peaceful.
Jesus help me to continue to slow down, business keeps me from you and keeps me from loving others. The enemy stole my joy and now we must get it back.